A Friend in Words

I didn't need you to buy
a bouquet to get nigh
I didn't need you to play
Jack of all trade
to show you are the best
I have ever met
You didn't have to be different
Smart and all intelligent
I only wanted a pal
who wouldn't act supernatural
But be herself with a simple profile
Someone who wouldn't be cliche
watch each others back like a protege
Someone to unread the read books
and try catching a marlin with a small hook
Someone who can stop the party
figure out the black and cloud dusty
Someone who can talk me through
my wrongs and hint me clues
Someone who will stay
unscramble my ways and expose my face
A friend like you (Daisy)
Not those come once in the blue
to share the laughs
and leave unsolved the maths
Friendship like shaggy and Scobby
and Sam and Freddy in Icarly
Friendship like Spongebob and Patrick
and Chandler and Joey
A friend who will name and shame
to cost my fame and make me lame
A friend who can act strange
read a book from the last page
Tease my guts
and make me look like a brat
A friend who will always say
little words with motions on face
to never be abate
A friend like you, my dear!!!!!

That One Person

There comes a time in life

when the things you want most

aren't those you end up getting.

You just have to accept the cards

And turn the tables up your tune

Whatever you do, let it go rootless

'Cos, there will be thousands of people

you might come by in life

But there will be this one person

Who might not be as you dream of

or how you would have wished for

or how you might have chosen

But you will be happy

You will find none but just one reason

That will bring the goosebumps

all the enthusiasm to have him or her in your arms

That will make your life change

Your thoughts and thinkings change

Your regiments and smoothness

also change all of a sudden

Because of this one person

and then a day without that person

would be filled with reminiscing of your moments with him or her

Love breaks all curses

And is so beautiful and long

that every passing time

You wish this person would be there close

Just to hear him or her talk and smile

hold hands and share hugs

You would do anything

Even the craziest of all

And you would wait

No matter how long and hurting it might be

Because if you hadn't met that one person

You might never feel love

You might remain searching and weary

You might feel unloved and unloving

Who knows

So when you meet that one person,

Please stay, don't go

Make every efforts to tell your feelings and disclose

No matter who they are and come from

Love has no boundaries

This Feeling

This feeling, I do not know

Ever since I met you

I do not know why the nights

have engulf the sun this long

Please enlighten me

Why would I wait in the rain

Whiles there was roof my hear could lay

I do not know

But for you, I know

only this feeling and its weirdness 

Just can't pin it down

'Cos for you

I have engraved in my heart

like tattoo or a sculpture

or an art calved deep

or a scar from a feeling

of a deeply felt love

You own me

From the day you set my love free

Every now and then

You are like a mystery book

Yet to be read

And every page promises life

and death alike

But I do not know

How you took my heart

And wrote you on it

Not Lost

He is able

The darkest and thickest tunnels

have light at the far end

So as the night and the moon

There is a morning awaiting

My dear friend

Let's not lose hope in God

He is making a way

Let's keep praying to Him

so that He will revive us

from this catastrophe

The saddest part of life

Is when death decides 

to stay in one's house

with never-ending sadness

Redden eyes, traumatized thoughts

  and a giving up decision

All might not be well

But all is not lost

You still have me

Other friends and family

Things will turn around

When you expects least

My condolence! :( :(

The Real Deal

I would let you be the girl
that perfects the meaning of my poetry
I will sing you songs written with my soul
and buy you flowers each day
the prettiest there is
to show how beautiful you are
'Cos I know you will be
I know you will have the most amazing laugh
the prettiest smile and most awesome mind
I know your love would be worth it
 every second of it.
I will tell you all my stories
about the journey so far
how cupid's strings kept misdirecting
about all the lost wars and broken trust
All the legendary moments
and all of those reassured me that
you are nigh and nigh
'Cos the waiting times
wouldn't be wasted times
One day, the real deal will show up
and she would be amazing

Well

It was an enduring night
I must say, just as it ended right
All the pain of the previous day
The weariness of failure had to go away
And sure another day, today, or tomorrow
Will open another door, a calm wind to blow
For Everything to eventually end
The fact still remains as to how and when
The wills and yearns of that course
Which isn't lost yet but was
Well, the works of man still ends the night
Struggled and mightier for the mind to fight
Everyday, we try to make it our own way
And still progress seems possible but we still fail
We seems to forget that the testimonies of tomorrow
Isn't gonna come with our tied hands and voices low
Our testimonies has to tell a story to inspire
A lost course struggling to achieve it's desire
Well, a true testimony comes when we break down,
pray for His grace, for us to be found
And His mercies to keep us routed to His path
The grace of God is the only trust that breaks all facts,
Creates those diversion and breaks all protocols
And helps us from our knees crawls
Everything of this world is vain
Structured in circles of pain and shame
Lustful desires and boastful hearts
And we keep missing paths paved for us
The path of righteousness
according to God's own preference
So that our testimonies will ensure a lost course
Isn't as it was
For that enduring night
I must say, just as it is, will end right!

Home

 Hi, you there!
The night is cold already
Please tell me why
You are wrapped under these rags
Laying in front of that wrecked kiosk
I want to listen to all your stories

Many are there like this
Battling with the realms of bad parenting
Abuses, poverty, rejection, and hatred
Facing the wrath of the night
Its quakes and lightening
All the storms and rains
Well, I grew up realising that all those truth
Were some share shenanigans
Saturated to smear shame on our smiles
The titles of motherhood and fatherhood
Are responsibilities, not self-enriching claims
For a mother is to build a child
And a father is to provide
If these kids are able to build and provide
Then what use makes of those titles?
Until we realise that children are gifts,
The compliments that holds all those unions
Then we will understand the joy of God
Save a kid today,
Share some love to them
Enrich your house with one or two
Understand their growth
And embrace their youth
Pick them out of the streets
And feed their cheeks with love
'Cause no amount of wealth,
No amount of entitlements
Brings joy like building your own child

She

I still hide her in my poetry
In the veins of each line
in the soul of each rhyme
And In the shadows of every word
She started her story
And left half way
Cursing minds to imagine
How and what she would have been
I still miss her
The wakes of her smiles
And her daring beauty
The strength of her love
And the boldness of her believes
But what have I to say?
Than to hold on to her memories
Like it was yesterday!!

Kills me eveyday

The thoughts of you
Everyday kills me
The thoughts of you
Not being mine
Crushes my mind
Wreaked me to a point
Where nothing seems real
Love and its broken trust
Everything sickens me
Me not being able to talk to you
And look at you sickens me
This isn't easy
Not for me
Knowing that you can't be mine
Kills me everyday
Because I am puzzled
On finding the right words
To say to you
I would die either way

By the day

We receive lessons
By the day
As we only learn
When we fail
Rise, when we fall
So I made this
My own rules
To show smiles
Even when I'm broken
To defend and protect
My choices
Even when they are wrong
Heir's only when it's made
To fight when it's right
And make my options opened
So I realise something
That love's only from God
And man's not true
I realise that happiness
Is a priceless good
Lost among men
Regardless everything
I've not lost myself yet
I realise I got better
By the day
Me, alone
Fighting with my smiles
Arguing with my mind
Sleeping with my bed
Teasing with my stress
Talking with my shadow
And crying with my soul
I realise that
I became a better me
When everyone left

Pain

Pain is but some feelings
Left alone and denied
Pain is but lies covered
With smiles and cheerful talks
Pain is sudden and reflecting
Of a broken heart and a lost course
Pain is reassuring of
Our human nature and downs
Of our imperfections and blunts
Of our setbacks and fouls
Pain is but hidden
That our nature can't do without
That our muscles and packs
Can't bully at all
Pain is stronger than pride
Wakes the noise of introverts
And breaks silence to talkers
Pain reflects we can progress
That we can move pass our regrets
And compete for success
Pain traces how love's a curse
How deep hearts fall in mess
And confused minds couldn't rest

My Muse

You are my muse.

From the day I met you,

I knew how good and true

what this attraction drew

I knew the nights wouldn't feel blue

I knew all the morning wakes would be with you

I knew I could want all the thoughts

your mind allows

I knew my choices; my thens and nows

would be about you and me with no doubts

I knew I would have to be strong

to boldly hold all the tears 

your eyes drops

I knew this day would come

when I take you by your hands

and grace them with pearls and gold

I knew when we are old and gold

when the love is lost and death is nigh

I knew I would remember this day,

the day I met you

You looked beautiful

and that you were the miracle

my soul yearned for,

my muse!

The Odds

What are the odds of finding her
What are the odds she would be perfect
What are the odds
she would still laugh at his jokes
and stay when he goes broke
What are the odds he is the one
to carry the weight of her burdened pillow
and her sickened face tomorrow
What are the odds he would stay the night
and when life his face smites
What are the odds she would say yes
when his knee is down and the roses are red
What are the odds love so strong
would strive through thick in the darkest dawn
What are the odds she would sing to him all the songs
of lovers rock and Shakespeare's thoughts
What are the odds he would wake up
Beside her, with kisses upon her head
What are the odds he wouldn't grow tired
of her talks and giggles
What are the odds
that when the tears won't stop
She would be there to comfort
What are the odds
of love smiling to us all along
What are the odds
that we would still be in love
when all these odds turn against us
What are the odds?

Chapter 12

Love wasn't enough
It got her hurt a lot
There was always a spine
A tickle, she could always find
All of those left her peaked
Faded smiles, and gave worse treats
All of those, promised and failed
Leaving patches and derailed
That made her strong and wild
Her kind hard to find
She doesn't need to be loved
Not at all, love couldn't solve
She's fought down to her soul
She need someone who wouldn't go
Someone who wouldn't promise her the pearls
But would be truthful throughout their spell
Someone who she could trust
And wouldn't leave her crushed
No one could, I bet you, I tried
Her kind is hard to find

Nothing At All

Miracles do happen
The blind gaining sight
The dumb singing songs of praise
And the deaf, just alike
Not like mine
The greatest of all I have seen
is waking up every morning
And been able to walk and talk
Pick and sit and think
'Cos when I slept, I was like them
With all my abilities been disabled
As the morning arose
Then His grace bestowed upon me
And this grace I do not have wit over
I do not pay for
What makes me different?
Nothing at all
And He gave without conditions
No methods, no ifs and no buts
And He's added other things
To make my day complete
Isn't God amazing?
And those needs and wants
Can't be compared to this grace
No problems and faults could be close
Nothing at all
No other reason is beautiful like this
to wake up and clap to His praise
sing and dance and wave
to His name
This is no other miracle
This is none like this.

All that glittered

We use to walk down all night
you were scared of the night
the beauty in your eyes
took the fears out of mine
you looked so beautiful
anytime I met you.
Each day felt like a dream
knowing that you were there
to yield the love i beheld
Sometimes I reflect back
and wonder why and what went wrong
Did I lose sight of all your love
all the sudden?
Did I miss sight of the nights with you?
Did I lose count on all of this?
with you forever had a better story
than just a word
Love was true and felt good when said
with you, the sun met the moon
I was the moon that needed your sunshine
to relish the craves of my lonely life
I keep missing this
All of this
the way you looked at me when I cried
the way you let me hold you when I was fried
and the way you kissed my lips when I tried
You felt like home
you glittered and you were gold
It felt stupid to let you go
 Little did I know

Closer than me

I bridged pass the entrance to this world
I see everything around me
I've seen steps taken;
moaning and groaning
cheering and soaring
snubbing and waiting
Each one of them
I took with motives and intentions
either to curse a stone or vine some wine
craze some brains or crave some minds
And as I take more,
the stumbles of those cursed stones
dent into the sweetness of my wine
My mind has been betrothed
to the glitters of confusions
and all of its glory
My interest has peaked so high
That the highway to success
could not reach all of them
Everyday, it feels closer
I keep gasping onto tomorrow
Whiles I am searching for the offspring
of my confused glory

I've Miss

I've miss the rebels of haunts
And the threats of torture
The joy my youth brought
I keep missing
I miss the warmth of another
The cravings and heart burns
Of sincerity and august smiles
I miss the wakes of smiles
And beds of roses
I miss long walks and laughs
Looks of desires and lust
Holding hands and hugs
I miss crying shoulders
And listening ears
Sleep overs and pillow fights
I miss the taste of kisses
The thunder touches
And lightening moods
The late night chats
And goodnight songs
And what I wouldn't give
Just to have a piece
Of all of this

All of them

The first felt like home
Always with me and never alone
She was a night lady
The one with the pure heart
Her smiles were always pretty
She was the joy that had to depart

The next felt like we were meant to last
Everything was so perfect
I gave her my trust
She sang me songs of love
And I wrote her my best poems
Love is blind
But I was willing to walk it
She broke my heart with cupid's bow
And kept the pieces faraway from my soul

Then I met this pretty girl
Whose soul matches my soul
Whose had a broken heart as well
We had a lot in common from what I was told
Her love was too strong
From her still bleeding scars
For yet, I thought nothing could go wrong
But she fell again for someone from her past
The same person that broke her heart

All of them were good after all
But I'm glad they are my past
Right now, the bruises are gone
Likewise the pain
The scares left still reminds me
Of how stupid and weak I was
Wasting my days for others love
When I could pet a dog
And smile when it dances with its tail