AFTER HERE

I would be gone

Maybe far away

Or very near

My soul will disclaim my body

And you might be left

with tired and teary eyes

Hope lost, and heart bruised

I won't be here anymore

Wherever I will go

I do not know

But now I am here

I am here for you to hate

or show enormous love

To  laugh at or with me

To share moments, lasting once

So that you will have some to say

about me

After here, I will want to rest in peace

I will want my creator, a big sigh

Hands opened, to receive me

And reunite with love once who left early

But then I have to fight a good one

Before time is gone and all is done

I couldn't be a saint

My reflection haunts me a lot

Every time and choices made

the balance of good and bad

leaves nothing the same

But I would want to be happy

No one would want not

For you to share tears not in vain

Before deletion,

Before my mourners will be called

Before my passing will bring you stalled

Before my gatherers will display grieve,

and drink wine and dine

Please say a prayer for me,

To find my way home safely